Dog Tired

Dog Tired

For what of what I don’t have, I desire,
and for what exactly?
Meaningless meaningless everything is meaningless,
what has a beginning has an ending,
what has a start has a finish.
I am dog tired,
I am lonesome,
I am weary and downcast over events I cannot control,
Oh how I wish I could save the day,
but I cannot.
Oh how I wish I could tell you that you deserve better,
but I cannot.
What cannot be said remains locked up within me,
I need to let go, but I am foolish and strong-willed and am headstrong.
Someday I won’t have to carry this load,
Someday I won’t be the fool I am now.
Someday.

~Nathanael~

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